Hello again, blog world. It’s me.
Today was just an okay day. Yesterday I went to the gynecologist and he said, “has anyone ever told you you have a larger than normal uterus?” At first my mind when to some bizarre place and I wondered if that was a gynecologist compliment. Apparently not. Apparently it means that I might have uterine fibroids. Apparently they are non-cancerous tumors that grow in your uterus. I started reading about them and it seems that it will be okay if that’s what it is. It just makes me nervous because doctors are never that helpful. They pat you on the back, hand you a pamphlet and tell you to schedule an appointment for soon for a sonogram…It’s strange to me. So last night I spent a lot of time reading online about these things and it seems that for the most part it’s just a watch and wait kind of thing. I hope I’m still allowed to be nervous…because I am.
Today at school the kids were great and everyone was wonderful, I just kept thinking about this appointment that I have tomorrow. I got a phone call from someone who bought jewelry who wanted to make a return, and I had someone cancel their party for Thursday. It just made me frustrated about Stella & Dot; I find that the highs are so high, but the lows are very low as well.
Sometimes I think I just have too much going on. I need to slow down and have fun and stop working so much. I have so much time. I need time to sit at home and do nothing or go out with friends or not have to worry when I’m not doing anything because I feel like I should be doing something…that’s the worst.
I’m ho-hum today. I hope the doctor’s appointment tomorrow goes better than well and makes everything okay. Say a little prayer. Thanks.